PinnedXStitched

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Happy Holidays!!

Do Me A Favor

Read me

Acknowledge my existence
Pull me from under the decrepitness and dust on the shelf
Take me home and try to understand my words
My pain
Why I strive to dance in the wind for so long I will be come one with it.
Breathe me
Make me a necessity.
Not just something you can’t live with out
But something that you may need to live without but it will be alright
Because we learned
We shared
We held love for what seemed like infinity
We released and moved on from this love.
But you’ll never want to.
Paint me
With your kindness
You ability to make all of life’s tasks seem like a temporary thing.
Draw murals in the citadels of my heart
Of which those from all over will see
Bared open, admiring in awe
Make love an art
Be so virtuosic that there will be none other such as this for over a thousand years.
Be blind
So that you can learn to love me in the darkness
Feel me out with apprehensiveness
Sense my aura from a million miles away
And yet, see me for all I am
Don’t be my hero
Don’t be my knight in shining armor
Don’t be my prince.
But do it for yourself
For you were all that to me at hello.

Euphoria ***Updated***

hotboxed in a fog of dopamine
your lavender reverberates
your aura is a seductive tango; a silhouette of angst and tension
Orange
Your hands a fortress, constructed of my innermost desires in their bodies
I have said nothing yet you seem to know enough to write a symphony all on your own
Blue
Maybe that’s all that needs to be said, all that needs to be done.
Disarming my nerve endings with thine eyes.
Pink
My heart skipped the last stair and tumbled into the darkness.
Purple
I am excited for wherever you take me.
White

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I hate having to be the peacemaker

The martyr of your broken promises and lost dreams
One immature and the other brimming with anger
And I, the cross breed of both your problems.
The best planned mistake, representative of your union.
Both from worlds unlike their respective ones.
Unable to see their differences
Unwilling to grow
How can you spend half a lifetime with someone without acknowledgement of their presence
How can you force someone to change their true selves?
Jealousy and regret make for an unfortunate situation
cohabitation is treacherous under such standards
How can two people, beautiful as separate
Be so ugly and gruesome united?
How to tie a perfect knot?
If two ends are shredded, they need not come together
Once reconstructed, a tight bondage can be formed.
Until then, they are left at both sides.
No future, no history, nothing at all.
Left wondering, what if life were different?

Thunder and Lightning 

I drink thunder, spit lighteningI am an addict for the moments when I can lock myself in a room and hear the silence and paint masterpieces with my emotions

My words a cradle for unborn dreams and aspirations

I think that I was made to do something like this.
I drink thunder and spit lightening because that is all I am given. 

A tumultuous storm; waiting in the distance.

A violence anticipating havoc spread across an orange horizon.

I am filled with might; overflowing with charisma and magnificence and flooding with power.
I have been told that I have become militant. 

That is what society wants me to perceive however.

If having a firm head on my shoulders that understands that our plight is my fight then put my on the FBI’s most wanted.
Discouraged from accepting untapped strength, subservient to the future.
I drink thunder and spit lightening for the mere fact that it is too obvious that I can take down anyone who stands in my way. No circumstance is too great.
The best thing I can do is light ’em up.

Poetry

So I have been posting a few of my poems and I appreciate all who have complimented my work. Poetry has become very essential to me and I want toexplain  what it means to me.  So here goes!
Poetry is a heartbreak of the best kind

One that you can constantly replay over and over in your head

Feel a stinging pain in your heart so many times that is starts to feel normal

Poetry is a sigh of relief

That first tear that you promised not to shed

The outcries of shame that you vowed to keep secret

That red box filled with old dreams that you have on your dresser which you pass everyday but never have the courtesy to acknowledge
I conceded that I want to be a poet today.

Not for money or notoriety

But for pure admission

Soul cleansing

I feel as if I am not worthy but no poet ever is
So for now, I just call myself a wordsmith and settle with that.

❤️

Savannah

To You

Hello World,

Over the past few months, I have been struggling with creativity and found myself in a deep rut that had no bottom. I felt that it was impossible to climb out of it. It seems as if I have reached that bottom and am start the trek to exit it. I wrote a piece back in August after an argument I had with someone very close to me. I was angry, confused and felt like I was being suffocated. I felt deeply misunderstood and lost my head. This poem is my reminder that there is always a silver lining; light at the end of the tunnel.

So, here it is.

For those days when you don’t feel like waking up and you don’t feel strong enough to weather the storm, hold your head high.

Remember that everything is only temporary and that you are forever victorious.
You are a goddess. You can move mountains and form galaxies between your two palms and an innovative mind,
You are power, find yourself in its definition. But do remember that by no definition you are truly defined but by the innermost fire burning in your soul.

For those days that you don’t feel like waking up and the future is an aftertaste of a once plentiful thought that you could feel on the the tip of your tongue,

Hold your head high and scream “I am somebody” into existence and then the world will reverberate its truth.
For the darkest hour or those bright summer days where you feel nothing ever lasts, hold yourself tight and be in that moment.
Shalom Chaverim

Wordsmith

A woman with a voice is by definition a strong woman. But the search to find that voice can be remarkably difficult. –Melinda Gates

Greetings,

Poetry is such a wonderful art form and it requires no immense skill, just raw and pure emotion.

As I am striving to be a rainbow in someone else’s cloud (Maya Angelou reference), I decide to post two original pieces of mine. I hope that this in some way inspires  other people and if you choose to use this, just give me credit.😊

Here goes:

I have found that the psyche of a nomad is quite resplendent, if you consider it.

All they really desire is an inconceivable attachment to something they’ve yet to wrap their heads around.
Metaphorically- they are those who wander aimlessly into villages, finding makeshift solace and opulence within the hearts of others who wish for even a microscopic fragment of love for their personal ownership.
Quite romantic, don’t you think?
I, who resonates with soap bar remnants, delicate yet still convenient after being used, preloved, over and over and over until the last flake dissolves, sporadically fantasize of being nomad.
Subsequently, by being such, I , knowingly, will possess the power to inflict the pain of abandonment and selfishness in such an unfathomable magnitude that I have never had the experience of undertaking but sure as heaven and hell have felt.
As, I should be cautious of what I desire, although it be a cavernous craving, human nature irrefutably takes over.
Abnormally enough, I get drunk off playing sober and acting like there is no searing poker, the color of diabetes plagued cherry Kool-Aid on sultry July day, probing deeper into my aorta.
He be my scarlet letter. My constant reminder of my sin of loving not just him but what he stands for, what is concealed behind closed doors. For when everyone else shuts their eyes, mine become as wide as the distance traveled from the Motherland to this forsaken land, symbolism of my own lonely heart, and I see him. I’m sure that when Stevie wrote My Cherie Amor, he did not mean it in the way I do.
I feed off the feeling of a foreign love and somehow always find my first chance of escape when I convince myself that it cannot be realistic.
If being nomadic was a religion, I am positive that we millennials would worship it as acutely as we do the superficial aspects of this world.
Nevertheless, the leverage of an overnight transition resulting in clarity of the soul and grey matter- the stirring phenomenon of a clear head following a night’s slumber with heavy dreams and preoccupation.
I’ve realized that the ultimate goal in life is to find something, anything , worth ditching the nomadic disposition lying within our veins. Essentially, we are all wanderers but the beauty lies in locating the thing that ends the addiction. Greater than any nicotine patch, than any comfort food, but true, authentic, honest, magnificent amor.
That, is worth stopping for and enjoying all of the wonders that arrive with it.

Musings of Euphony

In honor of the belated National Poetry Month infused with my love of music, here is a piece I wrote for a poetry contest that I never submitted. Music serves a solace to me and is as comforting as femininity yet as boundlessly robust as masculinity. Music is multipurpose and in it, we share one body. I choose to express music through this voice.  Enjoy!

Forbade to indulge in such lustful affairs, I fell desperately in love.

From the jump, when she first brushed my lips ages ago, a hallowed place within echoed with tranquil reveries that would force me to never love another.

The rhythmic sway of her hips when Cloud 19 floats us away from the bus stop,the natural allure of tone informs me that our love can never be replaced by any other.

Playing my heart strings becomes her guilty pleasure laced with seductive docility.

Vexed, trapped by mystique; Newton’s Cradle is our Wicked Game.

When our ways are parted, I can replay the frames of our every rendezvous looped to infinity.

She is my every word, innermost desire and muse. We love hard.

As cryptic as our polygamous avocation, a communal egotism saturates my spirit.

The omnipotence to mend, enlighten and uplift is society’s most considerable covet.

Vociferates throughout Earth’s airways so the entirety of the masses may hears it.

And as god is not love but law, I realize the sinfulness of my selfishness.

She belongs to no one but this galaxy.

In her I found myself. I am music, we are one.

Blessings & Light

🙏🏾